Saturday, May 7, 2011

The Path Unkown

I have spent the past couple of weeks trying to determine the best job/place in this world for me. Knowing where I can utilize each gift I have been given, to in turn gain the gratification to make each day worth while.

This is what I have come to learn.

I am 25 almost 26 years old and I still have not clue what I want to be when I grow up. Which means I do not have all the answers. But it does mean that I have learned that I enjoy seeing people grow, learn, change and choose the path that best suits them. I fancy helping people achieve their goals.

I do not know that what I currently do will every fulfill the things that I enjoy doing the most. The dilemma will always be, is this fully satisfying or is there something in this world that I should be pursuant of?

Now I know this might be questionable to those who have never been in a situation like this. Or questioning why I should ever think about leaving a job in this economy. I have not made any decisions nor will I make a hasty decision. Deciding to take on additional debt for a number of years it not something to take lightly. I will however forever be pursuant of the things that will make this life most fulfilling no matter what it entails. I will find a way to use the gifts I have been given, those of compassion and armor bearing.

My dream would be to aid wounded soldiers by water physical therapy. However that could be an additional 4 yrs of college. I maybe nuts. Who knows this may be what I am called to. Or it could easily be teaching.

Maybe one day I will find the one thing that clicks. Please do not assume this is a "pity me" blog. It is straight from the heart.

Sometimes life choices are written plainly and sometimes they are to be discovered. Right now I have an opportunity to discover more about myself. The journey is never over and neither are my dreams.

I want to say this to anyone who reads this.
NEVER STOP DREAMING OR BELIEVING IN A DREAM TO COME TRUE. YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN LIFE WILL SURPRISE YOU.

2 comments:

  1. I am totally behind you in anything you decide to do, I feel you are at the point where things will start to fall into place as you wait. Praying for this break through and God places you exactly where you will be doing what you love, helping others that are in special circumstances. Love you and so very proud of you too!!!

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  2. You know very well I can totally relate to your situation. I got out of a bad situation, and now I'm at another fork in the road. It's difficult to make decisions about what you want to do in life. I still don't really know, and that's ok. We are very young still, and have plenty of time. Everything will happen in God's time. You know you have my support as well, amiga! :)

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