I have spent the past couple of weeks trying to determine the best job/place in this world for me. Knowing where I can utilize each gift I have been given, to in turn gain the gratification to make each day worth while.
This is what I have come to learn.
I am 25 almost 26 years old and I still have not clue what I want to be when I grow up. Which means I do not have all the answers. But it does mean that I have learned that I enjoy seeing people grow, learn, change and choose the path that best suits them. I fancy helping people achieve their goals.
I do not know that what I currently do will every fulfill the things that I enjoy doing the most. The dilemma will always be, is this fully satisfying or is there something in this world that I should be pursuant of?
Now I know this might be questionable to those who have never been in a situation like this. Or questioning why I should ever think about leaving a job in this economy. I have not made any decisions nor will I make a hasty decision. Deciding to take on additional debt for a number of years it not something to take lightly. I will however forever be pursuant of the things that will make this life most fulfilling no matter what it entails. I will find a way to use the gifts I have been given, those of compassion and armor bearing.
My dream would be to aid wounded soldiers by water physical therapy. However that could be an additional 4 yrs of college. I maybe nuts. Who knows this may be what I am called to. Or it could easily be teaching.
Maybe one day I will find the one thing that clicks. Please do not assume this is a "pity me" blog. It is straight from the heart.
Sometimes life choices are written plainly and sometimes they are to be discovered. Right now I have an opportunity to discover more about myself. The journey is never over and neither are my dreams.
I want to say this to anyone who reads this.
NEVER STOP DREAMING OR BELIEVING IN A DREAM TO COME TRUE. YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN LIFE WILL SURPRISE YOU.
